Tuesday, October 06, 2009
ie donno hw to start a sentence today. to be frank. ie stare at the monitor placing my finger at the keyboard for more den few mins. reali feel empty in everyting, everyting inside outside mi. juz everywhr everyplace of mi is empty and lost.
again im dreaming and staring at the keyboard for awhile. haiz. fuck it!! ie noe y im lidat. but y.! y it cant juz go off. ie reali hate tis feeling. reali torturing. reali feel so stipid being and feeling lidat while others wil not be bother or care. someone give mi ideas how to brighten my life and pull mi out frm the miserable hole. FUCK IT!!!!
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @9:24 AM