Y ppl tense to break promises. ie veri scared of it n hate it. y ppl change. can money reali lete u hav wad eu wan. nvm. ie intend to live alone den havin any more of tis type of conflict. y not love myself den lovin ppl more. rather care n do ting for myself. wadever it is. is over.
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @6:10 AM
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Damn sian.. nth to do. onli can tv n msn. ytd mahjong til 4. luck like shit lor. lucky lose $140 onli. tot wil lose all the chip. prepare to lose $300. lolx. lucky 140 onli. haha. tink is time for reshuffle of life n everyting. ie donno wana live in a world of dark. livin in a world tat ie donno wad wil happen to all the relationship like love, friendship, brother n etc. time to care for myself. ie hav done enough. if ppl tink ie nv do anyting is ok. ie wont mind or wad. coz. there wont be next time anymore. is enough le. all ie wan now is happiness. do everyting for myself. haiz. don wana tok bout it le. ie juz wan forget everyting. ie admit. 1 of the ting is bai. ie don mind ppl sayin. carry on. is ok. coz ie don care. all ie need is time. time to forget ting ie should forget. even eu. guess eu noe whu i'm sayin. ie hav enough le. all of eu there. reali. enough. take care.
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @9:03 PM
Friday, March 16, 2007
12march is the day ie admitted to hospital for operation. on the same dae.uncle richard heart attack went to the same hospital as mi. cheryl neighbour mother oso admitted there for some gastric prob. lastly, yong sheng grandfather pass away. all on the same dae. is like so unlucky dae can. haiz. ever since ie admitted alot ppl visit mi. the the one ie beloved is trhe one tat nv visitedv mi at all. not even a sms now. don even noe ie discharge alady. haha. donno wad to sae. lolx. nvm la. let it be. since lidat tink nth much more to sae. let it be n juz go our own wae. tat all. bye!!!
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @6:55 PM
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Arghhh. fuck la. juz cant stop it. cb. reali lor. ppl r so funni. all the same. cb. wad am ie. knn. a ting tat got mani function. coz all the function is useful. nb cb. hong gan la. fuckin world. no one in tis world is trustable. all tis get out of my fuckin mind. enough. reali enough. settle it once & for all. n ting wil be baq to normal. & ting wont be like tis anymore. help myself rather den help others. do ting for myself & not others. so. lidat la. cb.
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @10:04 PM
Sian la. nth do. knn. recently start to feel alot ting. wad ppl say n do actually is not all real. ie experience too mani time le. too mani ppl say n nv do it. or wd they sae is actually indirectly sayin someting. mayb someting they wan or expect. mayb tis cant be blame. but is the matter of world. mayb we r in the different world, different tinkin concept. mayb ppl wil hate mi or mayb wil tink ie change. but the fact is. ie sick of everyting le. wil not be wad ie am den changin to beta. treat myself beta den treatin other well. love myself more.
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @6:27 PM
Friday, March 09, 2007
ThE SoNg sPeCiALLy fOr eU..
The rain, just never seems to bring the joy I feel the same, everlasting pain of my loss remains.
My heart, can't seem to learn to part, the hold you left your mark, all that I dream of now it seems so stark. Tho, I told myself won't hold my breath apart of me was dying. There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in. If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling. I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you. If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling. I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know, I'd never let you go. The way, you left me on the train. I don't know what to say. I remember everything that day. I can't, believe we never dance. I just need one more chance to share the sunset our one last romance. Tho, I told myself won't hold my breath apart of me was dying. There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in. If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling. I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you. If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling. I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know, I'd never let you go. If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling. I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you. If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling. I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know, I'd never let you go.
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @12:45 AM
Thursday, March 08, 2007
So sian lor. now in sembawang camp for course so come nel hse stay. coz near his hse. last time use to hate camp. but tis week like camp so much. at his hse like prisoner sia. lolx. jitao no life lor. so boring can. wa kao. today last de stayin here. tml o baq liao. lolx. ho eh!! wahahaha. baby. ie miss eu so much can. veri veri veri much. miss eu like crazy!! hehe. tis phrase is for eu. "I may not be like a clock that wil sms you 24hours a day. But I wil be like a clock that wil never stop loving you & caring for you, always.." LoViNg"v"mUaCkZz"v"YoU
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @6:50 PM
Thursday, March 01, 2007
now in hendon commando camp. pretty slack le. lolx. welfare. sian. 12 mar got ops. scared sia. lucky eu sae wan acc mi. feel so touch baby. love eu lotz. now in camp got 1 gay buddy. he tall n handsome lor. don jealous arz. lolx. juz gd buddy la. don worry. eu always mine n my no. 1. muack. loved.
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @7:56 PM
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I love and i hate , what about you ?
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if you're frightened of dyin'
and you're holding on...
you'll see devils tearing
your life away. but...
if you've made your peace,
then the devils are really angels
freeing you from the earth...
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U tOoK My hEaRt & LiFtEd iT HiGh...
dEn u LeT iT FeLL hArD,
& WaTcH It bRoKe iNtO MiLLiOn pIeCeS
FoR Mi tO PiCk uP & MeNd iT...
BuT iT CaN NeVeR Be pErFeCt AgAiN...
CoZ tHeRe iS A DeEp sCaR LeFt By u...
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LoVe iS PaTiEnT, LoVe iS KiNd...
LoVe iS NoT jEaLoUs...
iT DoEs nOt pUt oN AiRs,
iT Is nOt SeLf-sEeKiNg,
iT Is nOt bRoOd oVeR InJuRiEs,
bUt rEjOiCeS aLoNg ThE TrUtH...
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LoVe NeVeR fAiLs...
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*~NeVeR Be rEpLaCeD~*
BaBy i LoVe u & i'LL NeVeR LeT U Go...
bUt iF I HaVe tO,
GaL I THiNk tAt u ShOuLd nOe...
aLL tHe LoVe wE MaDe,
cAn nEvEr bE ErAsEd...
& i'LL pRoMiSe u WiLL nEvEr bE rEpLaCeD...
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For today, I swear,....
To spend my life with you.
