Saturday, January 27, 2007
Life. is nth. but full of suffering problem, miserable, anger, sadness & mani mani more. happiness? no. mayb once in a month wen there is ting to let eu feel relax & cant tink of anything.ie reali sick of it le. it seems like always lidat. y? ie donno. answer onli come frm eu.now ie onli can say ie juz wana be alone. juz ie, myself & mi. coz trust & everyting is gone. totally gone. y am ie born to be lidat? y? it make mi suffer so much. ie don even noe wad to say anymore. haiz. mayb tis is not a place tat can endure or a place tat hav gd memories for mi. ie new a restart. a new life. whr to find? ie donno. let time take place.
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @1:00 AM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Recently nv go out or wad. juz stay at the same spot. at bebe hse for bout a week le. nv go baq camp oso. borin life. but ok la. slackin n not so fan. alot ting seems to change. certain ppl start to no conact. mayb ting wil carry on lidat lor. donno la. now try to wad oso don wan tink. juz lead tis life n see how. other ting. haiz. see how bah. nth much to say. see how le den wad ba.
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @1:54 PM
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Haiz. tis is wad we cal life. up & down. all ting depend on ourselves. wad ie can say is do ting by eurself. don always depend on thers. everyone got is own power. coz ppl cant help eu for life. haiz.Love. lolx. more nth to say. juz hopin for wad ie wan. ie may be flirt last time. but now. nah.changes in life. juz wan T.L.C & trust. plz give mi tat. & ie wil follow eu everywhr every place. haiz. plz. juz tis...
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @3:41 AM
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Y ie always cant express how ie feel inside. wenever down ie stil can let myself like crazy or i'm happi lidat. den wen alone ie start to tink & sorrow myself. haiz. ie donno how eu tink & feel. ie donno wad ie wan alady. T.L.C & trust juz nv come frm eu. ie juz cant obtain any frm eu. izit stupid to be lidat? ie donno. reali don feel like goin baq to my past. but ting carry on lidat reali make mi feel sick.make mi feel like goin baq to my past & forget everthing. plz. don let mi feel tis way.ie can onli say eu donno how ie feel & donno mi wel. coz the ting eu say sometime is not the ting ie wana hear. haiz. donno la. juz let it be.In camp feel so stress n fed up. keep tinkin of comin out n relax. but wen out ie stil feel tis way. y? cant ie hav a peace life n let my ting go smoothly? ie reali get sick of tis type of life. wad shud ie do. izit true after my ns ie shud get out of s'pore? haiz. nv noe. for my tinkin now is 80% yes. gettin out of tis miserable & hurtin place.
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @11:20 AM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
Later bookin in le. sian. outside ting at least abit sorted out, so is ok. ie reali feel tat ppl grow n become different everyday. haiz. ie start to donno eu more n more. ie juz wan to noe eur heart n eur mind. but is so difficult. can ie? all ie wan is T.L.C & trust. can eu give it to mi? haiz. if reali there is someone willin to give tat to mi ie tink ie wil juz go. don wan tink much. haiz. ting changes everyday. so r eu. mayb there is reali alot of ting for us to do. tat make us so not free. we got our own life. if eu agree wif wad ie sae tel mi. ting hav to reali sort out sooner or later. haiz. til let ting be lidat. see wen eu sms mi or my next book out how ting goes. but wadever it is. anything ie stil wil be the same. always by eur side. tis is a promise frm mi to eu. wont avoid or wad frm eu. muackz!! Lotz of "v"LOVE"v"!!!!
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @2:00 PM
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Is another day. day pass & tinking comes. ting don seems to be beta. tis morning got fite. don wan tok much bout it. coz is normal to hav such ting. & is not proud to be said. Eu noe today the sms eu send mi reali give mi a shock. ie don wan eu to tink so much of nonesense. don tink of dyin or etc. if eu wan mi to be happi. den live longer n stay happi. wadever to mi is ie make myself lidat. nth to do wif anyone or anything. haiz. is my own tinkin. my own prob. ie don wan anyone to fan bout my ting.We seems to contact lesser n lesser. seems to be gone. donno wad to say. tink ie sae tis eu noe whu i'm refering to.
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @10:51 PM
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Today suppose to book in le. nut go take mc. make my eyes sore n hav mc til the 5th. nth diff. new yr juz pass, birthdae juz pass. but to mi everything the same. mood stil the same. not much diff. wad can ie say. LIFE.Haiz. ting juz don go wel. eu might not noe. do eu noe ie stil cant feel anything. eu juz let mi feel tis way. time is lesser. cant contact or wad? nah. tat not the prob. alot of way to contact. is juz the matter of time. ting is diff. ie feel it. time become lesser n time is more for others. tat all ie can say. donno wad ie typing. juz feel sian n tired. so sick. sick of life. eu juz let mi feel the world is so dark...
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @6:36 PM
