ie tink ie reali had enuff. another time of collapse of my mind. so mani prob ard. nv had it been solve. & fren don seems to understand oso. even family. wen ie reali need someone to rely on & tok to. whr r eu? a gd fren is lidat? ie tink we r more to fren tat out for fun & enjoy. more den a fren tat ie can tok & rely on. mayb eu had nv try to understand my situation. & ppl tat ie tok to may not understand. but thanks for eur hearing. lending mi eur ear & shoulder. but ie tot some might understand my ting. but yet stil telling mi don give attitude. but the fact ie didnt. all ie caan say is donno mi well. even if ie did. cant juz let mi vent?? but ie dare to admit. ie didnt show any attitude. unless eu r sensative. for family. if saeing family is the best & closest. ie don tink so too. stop saeing ting tat is sarcastic & looking down. eu all juz make mi feel tat eu all r no diff from outsider. ie reali had enuff of all this shit. no worries. after ie had settle all my ting. no matter how long it takes. 10 or 20 years is ok. but after it had been settled. ie wil leave tis place for sure. coz there is nth ie tink ie can trust & rely on here. ie rather go somewhr far or unknown to start anew..