went swimming & gym alone wen ie went baq to citylight. juz want to be alone & relax. making myself tink wisely & feel beta. though at that time ie reali feel veri carefree. but in fact life are not. calling gina wen ie was lying on the chair telling her ie reali feel so relax & gd lidat. if can everyday lidat how gd wil it be. but wad she said reali make mi agree. "wake up. stop dreaming alady." ie reali tink im dreaming at that point of times.
tis is all ie tink tis few days. tinking this is the ting everyone wil wish to hav, to feel beta wen facing problems. wanting someone close,gd, trustable & reliable tat can rely on. sharing all the problems & feelings. but it seems so hard to have someone like tis.
& the most hurtful & feeling ie hate is parting. coz there wil be lots of memories & feelings tat will make us feel the painful feelings. tat is wen tears roll down our cheeks.
