Wednesday, October 29, 2008
im finally waken. by some words & fact. though stil wil tink of those times. but at least ie noe everyting is fake. frm now on ie got to live wel. fite through every prob. treatin myself beta den treatin others beta. onli can sae.. tat my life. is fated. so.. ie got to face it.today heard a F.M. donno which channel. but doesnt matter. juz feel kinda true. it says. "if there is advance medication on forgetting tings. wad eu wan to forget." a guy says. "of coz is ting tat is sad. ting like hurting & painful feeling." true enough. tat is wad ie tinking in mind. LoLx!! wen wil it hav tis kinda medication.
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @1:44 AM
Sunday, October 26, 2008
been swimming for 2 dae. except ytd. went baq to aurora to work.
tis taken today after swimming.
didnt realise tis notice ever. til ytd saw it in the changing room of aurora while ie went in for dinner. find it interesting so took pic of it.
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @11:03 PM
Friday, October 24, 2008
afternoon wif ah hao & ah be go bugis meet ah orh, wen yue, keng siang, peggy & kenny awhile. wen we on mrt see tis 2 retarded. LoLx!! 1 emo the other wan donno ki wad siao.
donno y so heng at bugis see another retarded heartless cousin. ah ying & ah hui. LoLx!! seems like a retarded cousin dae.! my b'dae they oso nv so gd. ppl b'dae plan until so gd for ppl. haiz!!! disappointed.!
after tat go ps meet esther. den wait for gina. at there nth do act retard. mi, hao, be at there play game. whu lose go out the rain & stand. LoLx!! lame lor. til all wet
wen gina came we went to kovan. at there slack til tink bout 11.20 go le. coz ie meeting fren go Double O.
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @6:37 AM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
haiz.. is a hard time to pass again ie tink.. once ting eu get use to & closed wif.. is always a hard ting to let go.. a daes seems like a yr.. mind onli wil juz keep tinkin wad the person is doin.. damn stupid.! ie onli can sae. ppl. don be stupid like mi. loyal wont pay a price.!
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @1:17 AM
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
ie juz feel im too foolish. y cant ie juz learn my lesson & yet im stil fallin in to the deep hurt well. finally went out after stayin home for few days of pain wif my gastric. meet ah boon the whole nite til marcus sms mi n cal mi sayin he wan to come find mi. came down wif dua boy. at first feelin soft juz wanted to be cool so tok or reply him in a cool way. til i ask dua boy y they came down. den ie realise is they hav no whr go n feelin bored. am ie a person for eu to tink of onli wen eu hav no one or feelin bored? ie reali hate tis kind of feelin. feelin of bein a spare to eu. ie nv been treated reali tis way before in the past. even wif alvin they all. even wif ah cai & even xiao bai. sori. mayb im comparin. but havin someone closed or depend on or wadever shit is not treatin the person tis way. don sae bout tis. even wen we r tgt wif wen yue n kunyi. ie went to other side. eu seems enjoyin eur laughter & conversation. haha. im reali stupid & naive. but nvm la. juz let it be, treat it as a lesson of life for mi. coz eu let mi regret bout my past toward ppl tat reali treat mi nice, closed & loved.
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @6:47 AM
Monday, October 20, 2008
Finally ie noe whu is standing there for mi & supporting mi no matter wad... nv leaving mi juz like tat...
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @5:59 PM
Friday, October 17, 2008
ie reali hate myself to the core!! sian. si bei sian!! im damn stress & vex bout all tis.! y so mani time alady. & yet ie don learn my lesson. can someone juz tel mi!! ie need to be waken up. ie wan a stop for all tis!! arghh!!! fuck it la!!!!
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @1:40 AM
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Forget taken during wen le. but ie rem is at compass de mrt there. while we 2 waitin for wen yue they all. so retarded lor darling.
bought at compass point. mi & wen yue tat time saw den plan to buy le. is we D.D (double darling) watch. actually simon oso hav 1. the pic de yeloow is mine. pink de is wen yue & xiao hui. black de is marcus de.
Taken on bus. rem is from amk. but donno go whr. 2 of us laming on bus.
first time xiao hui come sengkang ton lor. always is go woodland meet. nbz!! at last first time she come. donno which idiot took her pic. but she so scared to be taken. juz saw my fone & see tis pic.
ESTHER!! are eu smsing wif guys?!?!?! whu! whu!! whu!!! ie wan noe!!
ah orh, gina!! wad the hell eu 2 doin on bus?!?! so daring arhz!!
LoLx!! we lame till on bus do all the stupid ting. donno wad the hell we tinkin. HaHa!!
juz now watch hse of bunny. so nice!! damn nice lor. den mi, wen yue & gina make fone strip there. see. so nice rite. HaHa!!
Juz baq home. haven slp. juz now playin mahjong. wif gina & her 2 fren. at esther de hse. stil not tired. try slp later. if cant den don slp liao. see can ask whu out. update again. mind abit lag. HaHa!! see ya!!
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @12:54 PM
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
nth to do. cant sleep oso. so edit pic.
taken at aurora tat time by boon.
i'm asking for peace.!
the no. 160808 is the date we met. LoLx!! can remember. because tats the day we eat crab at kovan. & juz nice we tokin bout some other date den we were saying wen is the date itself. so is a date to be remembered!!
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @10:50 AM
taken few dae baq wen out wif marcus. onli 2 of us after acc wen yue they all go geylang for steamboat.
today went to see jiu wang ye wif gina & ah boon. at sengkang there de river. sending off jiu wang ye. after tat walk to 401 meet esther eat.
The Happi & Saddness Stories~~ @2:29 AM
donno y so heng at bugis see another retarded heartless cousin. ah ying & ah hui. LoLx!! seems like a retarded cousin dae.! my b'dae they oso nv so gd. ppl b'dae plan until so gd for ppl. haiz!!! disappointed.!
