i reali reali love u lor... i nv lie to u... is serious... juz wan u to noe tat my love to u is veri serious... i don mind to change for u... i willin to do anything for u... tis can prove how much i love u... coz i reali change alot le... i believe alot ppl noe... i admit i flirt last time... but not tis time & is forever... is all becoz of u... muackzmuackzz... all tis is juz done for u... wo shi zhen de hen ai ni... give us some time to be together k... i love u!!!

since 15 i freeze until today... but stop le... no more liaoz... but i stil need... i now reali xing ku lor... haiz... play liaoz oso let ppl scold... now liike half dead... don hav reali can die... omg.. how??? i reali feel like dying... cb lah... haiz... nvm lah... no mood say le...

sianzzz... tis 2 3 daes everydae seh... coz tat dae had a small fight wif ah dai... until now i stil don feel beta... so keep seh... i donno y juz cant be bother to tok to her even she keep sayin sorri... mayb becoz of "that ting"... sick & tired of all tis tinggie... fuck it... haiz... tink brother is the best now at tis time... recently got them pei mi... if not i reali gone mad le... later meetin them again... tis time donno wan go where le... & tonite we ton... but now rainin sia... omg... but i believe they got their way de lah... lolx... k lah... nth to say... 1 last ting i wan say... seh too much til i now havin headache... lolx... k lah... gtg... buaiz...

yawnz... so tired liaoz... wan sleep le... stay nelson hse for two day le... now is time to go back... lolx...tis 2 days at his hse use com til siaoz... chat & do lot of rubbish... now waitin for him to get ready go sch den i go home... mummy ytd cal mi kp... say i no hse... at mi move to his hse stay... lolx... lmao... if reali lidat i oso wan... but i paiseh...lolx... kaoz... do nelson blog for the whole day... do until my blog become got error... donno y lidat oso... can somemone help mi do oso??? y got error de... nb... later go home be zhu liaoz mi... muz make my time like normal ppl... if not always ppl slp i awake... k lah... finish here... tink goin off soon le... buaiz... lolx... love u always... tink u noe i sayin u... heex... muackz!!!

haiz... gan sianz... nth to do... now at nel hse use com... chat online & cho bo lan... somemore no ppl online de... all be dead pig le... left mi alone... haiz... i reg for ite le... hope can go simei de... if not i wil go jump down liaoz... donno tis yr o can pass not... if fail again i give up... i beta carry on wif my ite... if not reali waste time study n waste money... i muz rush all the way for my o le... yawnz... be a guai bao bao at home everyday study... don go out chiong any more liaoz... whahahaha... tink can do it bah... haiz... nth to say le... boring day say boring ting... TaTa~~sAyOnArA~~& OyAsHuMiNaSaI~~~~~~

When you love someone so deep inside,It seems like it's so easy to hide.You've loved her for so very long,You would think she could do no wrong.Every day you would hope and pray,That she would always stay this way.She treated you like you should be treated,You thought your life was finally completed.You thought your love was growing true,And then one day it was all so blue.She started putting you down and it hurt,You thought all you were to her was dirt.She started ignoring you and you wondered why,All you wanted to do was curl up and die.You thought your relationship would never end,But that was all so fake and pretend.One night she was so sweet to you,You thought all those things were maybe untrue,Two days later she was back the same,You thought you were the one to blame.She thought the relationship was getting too serious.And that you had become a little too curious.By this time you knew it wouldn't last,All the nice things she said were in the past.You thought that you would marry her some day,But this time God wanted to get his way.You wanted things back how they were before,But you knew this couldn't happen anymore.It was a Saturday night about ten o'clock,You heard the news and it wasn't a shock.You knew this was going to happen soon,As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon..

haiz... i fail my o level sia... haiz... fuckin sad... not onli i fail... even selina, joyce ai ling they all oso fail... tupid gov. stil say tis yr o alot ppl pass... somemore beta den last time... i tink tis yr worse... i got no face to face ppl around mi... i tink i goin ite n oso on the same time retake my o... haiz... no choice lor...
i tink i wont get in relationship for some time... sick opf it man... single is so happi... i wil forget all those ppl i hav feelin for... n oso wont reali go contact them le... if can i wil try not to appear in front of them anymore... life is lidat... wat i can say is selfish... i hate to wait n fall in love... now all i wan is to pass my o well n cant be bother wif the rest le... unless someone love mi... n is those tat reali love mi... watever it is... love is so complicating!!!

if you're frightened of dyin'
and you're holding on...
you'll see devils tearing
your life away. but...
if you've made your peace,
then the devils are really angels
freeing you from the earth...
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U tOoK My hEaRt & LiFtEd iT HiGh...
dEn u LeT iT FeLL hArD,
& WaTcH It bRoKe iNtO MiLLiOn pIeCeS
FoR Mi tO PiCk uP & MeNd iT...
BuT iT CaN NeVeR Be pErFeCt AgAiN...
CoZ tHeRe iS A DeEp sCaR LeFt By u...
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LoVe iS PaTiEnT, LoVe iS KiNd...
LoVe iS NoT jEaLoUs...
iT DoEs nOt pUt oN AiRs,
iT Is nOt SeLf-sEeKiNg,
iT Is nOt bRoOd oVeR InJuRiEs,
bUt rEjOiCeS aLoNg ThE TrUtH...
LoVe cOvErS oVeR EvErYtHiNg,
bBeLiVeVeS EvErYtHiNg,
hOpEs FoR EvErYtHiNg,
pUtS Up wItH EvErYtHiNg...
LoVe NeVeR fAiLs...
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*~NeVeR Be rEpLaCeD~*

BaBy i LoVe u & i'LL NeVeR LeT U Go...
bUt iF I HaVe tO,
GaL I THiNk tAt u ShOuLd nOe...
aLL tHe LoVe wE MaDe,
cAn nEvEr bE ErAsEd...
& i'LL pRoMiSe u WiLL nEvEr bE rEpLaCeD...
("v")("v")("v")("v")("v")("v")("v")("v")
For today, I swear,....
To spend my life with you.

_______LOVING YOU______