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As fOr Mi... hAiZ... I lOvE SoMeOnE Tt i hUrT ToO MaNi tImE... nW i oSo gT AbIt fEeLiN FoR OnE GaL... BuT I DoNnO WaT To dO... Y r All lOvE So cOmPlIcAtEd... iZiT ReAlI All CoZ By ReAlItY??? I wAn tO nOe hW To HaV tRuE LoVe wItHoUt hUrT N sAdNeSs... rEaLi sIcK Of lOvE SoMeTiMe... i rEaLi nEeD SoMeOnE To SoLvE My lOvE LiFe... gOd dAmN FuCkK LoVe!!!

sIaNz... NoW At bAbY hSe... TiS MoRnInG Go bUgIs sTrEeT BuY BaG DeN gO pArKwAy pLaY PoOL Le dEn hAvE DiNnEr... LoLx... NoW ToKiN To nElSoN ThE IdIoT aT MsN... wHaHaHa... HaIz... i VeRi cOnFuSe wIf mY LoVe lAh... I dOnNo wAd tO Do wIf iT... hAiZ... I tInK I In LoVe wIf oNe GaL... dOnNo GoT cHaNcE aNoT LeIzZ... I ShY ShY... NeVeR MiNd lAh... i TrY My bEsT To sHoW HeR My LoVe... MuAcKzZ...
LoVe iS aLL aRoUnD!!! =,=sHy bOi bOi=.=

if you're frightened of dyin'
and you're holding on...
you'll see devils tearing
your life away. but...
if you've made your peace,
then the devils are really angels
freeing you from the earth...
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U tOoK My hEaRt & LiFtEd iT HiGh...
dEn u LeT iT FeLL hArD,
& WaTcH It bRoKe iNtO MiLLiOn pIeCeS
FoR Mi tO PiCk uP & MeNd iT...
BuT iT CaN NeVeR Be pErFeCt AgAiN...
CoZ tHeRe iS A DeEp sCaR LeFt By u...
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LoVe iS PaTiEnT, LoVe iS KiNd...
LoVe iS NoT jEaLoUs...
iT DoEs nOt pUt oN AiRs,
iT Is nOt SeLf-sEeKiNg,
iT Is nOt bRoOd oVeR InJuRiEs,
bUt rEjOiCeS aLoNg ThE TrUtH...
LoVe cOvErS oVeR EvErYtHiNg,
bBeLiVeVeS EvErYtHiNg,
hOpEs FoR EvErYtHiNg,
pUtS Up wItH EvErYtHiNg...
LoVe NeVeR fAiLs...
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*~NeVeR Be rEpLaCeD~*

BaBy i LoVe u & i'LL NeVeR LeT U Go...
bUt iF I HaVe tO,
GaL I THiNk tAt u ShOuLd nOe...
aLL tHe LoVe wE MaDe,
cAn nEvEr bE ErAsEd...
& i'LL pRoMiSe u WiLL nEvEr bE rEpLaCeD...
("v")("v")("v")("v")("v")("v")("v")("v")
For today, I swear,....
To spend my life with you.

_______LOVING YOU______