HaRiKo fEeLs

PIC!!

2010-08-24T22:03:00.000+08:00

Malaysia short trip of the day~!!

18/08/10

Meet Up Gang At Kallang KFC After work~

22/08/10

YOG!!!

2010-08-15T15:52:00.000+08:00

1ST YOG which held in SINGAPORE~!!

proud to sae tat the ceremony was nice. someting tat i was proud of sg~!!

fuck it~! fuck cantonment.!

2010-08-05T21:58:00.000+08:00

nth much to update. lazy. all i can sae is im now working alady. but damn and seriously FTW.~! went up to report at cantonment ytd. wad a gd news i hav. YAWNZ!! tink goin to visit changi soon. believe i wont be able to celeb x'mas, new yr n my b'dae. anyway fuck care. i oso cant be bothered. lastly. I'M ACCIDENTALLY IN LOVE~! shit.! goin in and yet .... haiz.! fuck!! if reali i wan give it a try. wen i go in hope u wil be fine. i wil ask the others to look after u. " u all beta look after her understand!?! " LoVeS~! i will be fine. i will keep the promise toward u k silly gal. <3

2010-07-20T11:49:00.001+08:00

Gratz to cousin audrey's wedding!!

to update my dead blog. nv expect come in see some moron at chat box tok nonsense. ppl, P.S got ting juz put eur no. here or cal mi sae. don at there be a dog bark and bark.!

omg.! i juz love all tis life.!

2010-06-27T02:25:00.000+08:00

CAM WHORE IN CLUB!!!

SERIOUSLY WAS REALI DAMN ENJOY.! NV BAQ TO TIS KINDA LIFE FOR SO LONG. NV EXPECT JUZ TAT DAY. AND IS LIKE REALI TAT DAY I WENT AFTER SO LONG I NV GO CLUB. SAW SO MANI OF EU.! I REALI LOVE IT. TAT THE LIFE I WAN. THE FREN THE PEEPS AND THE SUPPORT.! THANKS ALL OF U.!! LIONEL, WILLIE, CELESTINA, STEPH, RAVERN AND MANI MORE OTHER GRP. I PROMISE I WIL NV FORGET ALL OF U.! AND THANKS FOR ALL THE CARE AND CONCERN U ALL GIVE MI ALL TIS WHILE AND EUR TRUST, FAITH AND ETC. LOVE EU ALL!!!! <3 <3 <3

UNIVERSAL STUDIO!!!

2010-06-18T00:21:00.001+08:00

Universal studio!!!

went there veri late. so nth much. waste of money onli. LoLs!! but anyway wil stil go again in future. waiting for the coaster to be on.!!

SO LAZY~~

2010-06-14T23:17:00.000+08:00

omg. i tense to feel so lazy to blog. like need to upload the pic and sae all nonsense here. HaHa!! seriously getting tired of it. juz wonder wen ie wil STOP~! hmmm... mayb wen my life start to get well and better. becoz i wan to prove ppl wrong. and i noe those ppl still seeing my blog sometimes. so juz let those peeps get updated. anyway i don view ppl fb or blog and etc. so cant get update. but anyway i don hav to. coz i cant be bothered. i onli wan to show those ppl how gd i wil live in future. yeah. tat it.~!! HaHa!! byes~~

PICTURES!!

2010-06-03T12:30:00.000+08:00

A group of small punk. whi are they?! My cousin and his friends!!

My retarded dog slping pose.~

SINFUL SUPPER AT 3AM!!

chilling and yet caught someone red handed kiss. OMG~!

OMG!!! SERIOUSLY I NV BLOG FOR SO LONG!!!!

2010-05-28T05:46:00.000+08:00

Simple update.!

gonna take more pic as recently was so lazy to take pic with my own fone and cam.

juz bleach my damn hair.!

Omg.! seriously i nv blog for so long. eventually i'm tense to be lazy on blogging. afterall got to inform. i had resign from diners. currently now being a faggot. not working. gonna look for new job. many thing i see through within this period. more i see through i shall say. even towards fren. i know those ppl would see this and even know i'm saying them. but still i'm stating the fact and be honest and trueful in my words. i'm not angry i'm not blaming. but like to go into conclusion and say thing that is awful.? go ahead. it dosn't matter anyway. cause i'm not at the losing point. i seen you sayin and tellin me so many ppl bad point and thing. but stil i see u goin well or bein well with them. mayb i'm not goin well now. but thanks. i wil show u or u all in future i'm definately beta than u. so... =) thanks!!

pic update.!

2010-05-03T02:00:00.000+08:00

Updates of some pics taken.

was at 609. bring chivas out to meet tat princess. so ma fan.~ LoLx!!

you geng at queensway there. helping out for zhi xiong shi guan

Jonas b'dae at pasir ris chalet.

1st visit to sg sentosa casino

2010-04-27T06:29:00.000+08:00

1st visit to sg sentosa casino. not as ie expected. so much singporean and is not as high class as ie tot. but stil.. is reali the feel of genting.
was having a tight schedule recently. chalet, out, sing, eat and etc. money oso like water flow off without notice. but stil is worth on certain ting.
juz a simple update as mood was like lost. donno wad ie reali wan. esp wen eu donno wad ppl ard is tinkin and feelin. juz wan an answer that is confirm so ie can noe an answer of wad ie shud do. understand wad ie mean.? ie hope eu do.

eur sweet move.~ but isit real?

2010-04-22T23:51:00.000+08:00

The songs eu played, the words eu sae. it juz touches melted my heart. every notes in the piano, the black and the white, it juz like eu sayin no matter wad it wont fall apart. word eu sae juz seems to be meant for mi. but it juz make mi wonder wen ting don seems like it is. the date tat eu give is oso the date tat we meet. but is everyting true.? is onli eu wil noe. as for mi to be safe. ie can juz onli wait n see.. before falling into it.

shud iie or not??

2010-04-19T23:33:00.000+08:00

haiz. juz hate to hav tis kinda feeling. juz tense to feel it. juz don wana be into it again. but ting juz cant be controlled.
sweetness, loves juz pour onto mi. juz make mi feel so contridacting. but juz whether isit true and real. ie juz need eur words, presence and actions to answer mi. letting mi noe whether ie shud jump into the deep deep well. a well tat nobody noe wads in the well. ie wan it real, wan it true. the most impt~~ from eur heart.

Awaiting~~~~

pic pics upload!!

2010-04-19T23:03:00.000+08:00

update of pics for the past 2 weeks. lazy to blog. heh heh~~

2 idiot meet up and taking pic in the market.... TOILET~~!!! LMAO!!

1 whole day of pampered to ourselves.~!

SwEetTtZzZZzz && LLoOooVVeeEeesssSSs~~~

all ie can sae is... loves~~

2010-04-04T04:37:00.001+08:00

juz baq from movie. watch clash of the titan. nice show ie shall sae though is abit tough to understand the story at first. travis cab down to fetch mi and we went to tampines to meet up wif jonas, gabriel and jahred. wasting our time for the show to start. went to han's and chill and oso meet up wif my besties.! gina, esther and ah orh. tokin lotz of cock there and hav full of laughter. shud capture some pic of the happi moment. but forgotten as too into the laughing topics. until the time of our show start we had a smoke and part wif my besties. after tat we went up for the show til juz now and went for supper at near travis place. after tat travis went baq and others came up my place. soon after jahred mother came to fetch the rest baq and sent them home. now here ie am updating. HaHa!! updated some un-upload photos.

my lovely cousin darling who is oso my niece, NICOLE.! so sweet of her goin to bed soon while mi and ah hao goin fishin at E.C.P.

here the 2 boring us nth to do and went to E.C.P to fish. and yet... nth was hook. but we enjoy our time chilling there tgt wif xiao hei wen he came down after tat to catch up wif us.

one day in the library. HaHa!! flooded wif books.~! help my tis lovely on her assignment. suppose to be her assignment but ended up im the wan doin it. nv expect ie stil can do it coz ie had not study for like..~~ 5-6YRS CAN!!! LoLx!! proud of my intelligent. hahaha!!!

2010-03-29T21:38:00.000+08:00

random.!

juz wake up from my nap. had a dream. a bad and sad dream. im a person tat rarely dream. but y recently wen ie dream. is definately a sad or bad wan. and is oways so real til ie wake up sweatin and feelin weak n numb. haiz. ie reali hope it wont come out true. if reali one day eu told mi tis and leave ie tink it wil give mi a long painful heart...

2010-03-25T04:55:00.000+08:00

LoVeS~~

some updates of photos..

was juz awake and randomly took tis pics wif chivas. look at the stone cute face. LMAO!!

recently juz keep enjoyin myself wif all the loves one. everyday fully pack wif programmes.! a way to destress and oso keep myself busy frm tinkin other and unworth tings and probs. pics below is all taken by 1 day. can raftly imagine hw occupied the time is. wil try to update more next time. oways too busy or focus on playin and foolin ard instead of takin pic of wad we do.

LOVE ALL OF EU~~!! <3

fresh new start.!

2010-03-18T18:20:00.000+08:00

ie start to love my life now. loving all my fren, sisters, brothers and darlingssss.~! after so much ting and noeing more n more ting. ie tink is all not worth it. shud open up my life and walk. walk into the path of lights. is reali great to hav all my loves one ard. as in real loves one. LOVE EU ALL!!!!

bugis lai lai for lunch.

2010-03-15T20:16:00.000+08:00

yawnz.. super tired. though slept for more den 24 hr but stil feelin so tired and slpy. went to office den go bugis lai lai for lunch. den go kallang airport. chill and ask daddy come fetch mi. now hm liao. tink gonna slp liao. HaHa!!! seeya. HAPPI.?! UPDATE LIAO.! HaHa!!

2010-03-15T13:34:00.000+08:00

Ah yong b'dae.!

east coast chalet.

a simple update til here. rushing for work now.

wil update soon. seeya!!

a dream ie hope it wont happen. it make mi feel so sour.

2010-02-24T23:41:00.000+08:00

had a long long slp to replenish the energy and slp. more den 24 hrs. it does feel gd. but had a dream. a dream ie hope it wil nv happen. it make feel so down and sour wen ie wake. shud sae ie force myself to wake. it juz feel so real and ie force myself to wake. feel so relieve wen ie noe is a dream but yet oso feel sour and numb inside my heart and body.
ie noe all of eu muz be tinkin wad ie dream of. ie don sae in detail. is a dream of someone left. as in gone and nv be baq again. tis person is someone part of my life tat ie nv regret havin. ie rem tellin tis person before. im selfish, if someone hav to die. ie wil be the one whu die first. coz ie don wana feel sad and pain. ie rather be the one whu go first. so hope tis dream wil nv be true. even wen we are far apart. plz make tis promise. onli wen im gone den eu are allow to. hope eu are doin fine. and all the best. nv regret to hav eu part of my life.

River ang bao and Dinner!!!

2010-02-17T04:14:00.000+08:00

Some new yr pic taken randomly.

Lazy to take pictures so jz some random pic to update for fun.

Thanks gina boey and esther kok for eur valentine cookies ar. LoLx!!

went to river ang bao today. finally im able to relax and feel some fresh feeling after some exciting ride. LoLx!! stupid gina and grp buay steady wan. all don wan play tgt in the end onli mi and hao play. PUI!! but to be frank is reali shoik. nv expected it is so fun. somemore during our ride the couple behind our sit stop halfway to give up the ride. LMAO!! is like not even 1 min yet. cant imagine if is gina and esther they all up there. LMAO!! hHahHahHAHa!!! juz cant stop laughing wen ie tink of them up there their faces wil become. but ok la. at least we did play tgt the sky ride and bumper car tgt. but forgotten to take pic of it.

After river ang bao we went to hav a feast.! shall sae a simple reunion dinner among ourselves ba. though is like the no. donno hw mani reunion dinner we ha liao. HaHa!! but as long as happi tgt is alrite to hav it tgt everyday. ppl lou yu sheng on the 7th of new yr but we alady had ours liao. HaHa!! indeed is a nice dinner.! hope our 4d for the reciept no. strike. den we wil hav another feast there again!!!

update of not updated pic.

2010-02-10T17:38:00.000+08:00

Update of some recent pic tat was not uploaded.

Jan 29. dad and harris birthday. went out for dinner and go ah ai ah yi hse for a small celebration.

Diners company lunch at park royal hotel restaurant.

Zirca.! too high alady. onli take tis photo. sori shun kai and grp. next time go wil cfm take tgt. WwEeEEeee~~

wil my case be alright?? haiz. ie juz miss eu so much..

2010-01-29T09:32:00.000+08:00

the 3rd day ie nv go to work. juz no mood to do anyting. mind juz lost and empty. y my life is so happening. prob juz come one after another. not yet solve the other wan wil juz pop out. tis time wan seems like more serious. donno wad wil happen. ie juz cant be bother. juz wait for those cid dog to cal mi and go up.
gonna be feb soon. is almost 5 month since we stop contact. juz stil wil tink of eu or the past every now and den. to use to hav eu beside all the time. feel uneasy wif my all dae life now. esp wen im facing some prob or stress. coz eu are the wan tat is there most of the time. but now is different. juz like someting in tis world change or disappear. haiz. all ie can sae is im sori. juz wana noe eu are angry or sick of it. coz ie juz donno wad the true feel and thought in eur mind. but stil. eu wil be someone impt in my life no matter wad or whr we are. juz hope tat if let sae ie hav to go in ie wil stil recieve a letter frm eu. take care and loves..

FML!! none stop prob. wad wil tis case be.?!

2010-01-27T17:51:00.000+08:00

I'm reali sick of it. so mani incoming prob. whu wil understand those stress and fan nao. i doubt anyone wil understand. ie don wan to collapse or breakdown. hw long can ie stand. ie reali donno. today another prob appear. donno wad case isit now. fed up. cid cid. wad the fcuk eu all wan now.! juz sentence mi to death la. can juz let tis world hav 1 lesser bastard and let mi leave tis problematic world.!! best of all.! ie wil hav peace forever!!

NOISY!!!!

2010-01-24T17:21:00.000+08:00

NOISY!!!! noisy kid at my hse now!!! si bei sian.! juz come to blog for fun.!

GINA OWN CAR IN HAND!!

2010-01-15T03:08:00.000+08:00

Gina new car.! MALAYSIA~~

ppl got own car liao lor. so song. HaHa!! kinda tired but cant slp. juz baq home not long. juz a simple update fo today. went to office like usual den meet up wif gina, ah orh, uncle and... kai ma. HaHa!! go here and there til ie feel busy yet boring. shhh~~ HuRhUr~~ til bout 6 plus 7 went in to malaysia. wana shop for my so call bdae present. but kinda not enough time so din buy anyting. by hook or by crook ie wil get someting for myself. but hope ie wwil stil hav balance cash to do so. if not.. next yr ba. -_-

miss out alot pic. juz focus on eatin totally forget bout taking pic of the food. don sad. there is stil 2 pic for eu all to enjoy.! WwEeEe~~

RANDOM!! marche feast!!!

2010-01-14T08:56:00.001+08:00

some update of pic. was busy so upload now.

SPREE SPREE BROOM~~

Random shopping in town.!

marche feast!!!

my b'dae!! 23 old man.!

2010-01-14T08:29:00.000+08:00

23rd b'dae.!

new yr eve pic on 2010!

2010-01-14T07:51:00.000+08:00

New Year Eve.!

gratz gina for eur own car.!

2010-01-13T13:51:00.000+08:00

so not use to it. first day of work in office whole day. from today till mid march will be in office frm 9.30 to 12.30. woot.! short hour same basic pay. best of all do nth.!!! tink can go find 1 part time for extra money for tis 2 to 3 month liao.
gd news!!! gratz gina boey for eur first own car!!! out today.!!! HaHa!! wil be trying out her first car later in the evening in .... MALAYSIA!!! yawnz.! gonna hav a full stomach today again. update all again later or tml. seeya!!
LoVeSs~~

tiring 3 off days..

2010-01-12T00:17:00.000+08:00

simple updates for the past few days. super tired now. preparing to slp. had a long brk for the past 3 day. no need to work. off for 3 days. it seems short but lots of fun. stupid dillon. plz be more matured and no more nonesense. if not ie gonna spank eur ass ie tel eu.! had a flashbaq on my sec sch life. all at a hse stay. doin all sort of nonesense and fun. fooling around like nobody business and carefree. feel so gd. but all ie can say is stage of life. wen eu pass the stage there comes the stress. so enjoy it while eu stil can. HaHa!! ok. finalise my journey now. had marche wif gina and gang wif vanessa, watch avatar, im reali loving it.! can sae is my dreamland. went to malaysia eat and shop. ie swear, ie reali swear.! ie wil come baq for the pant and shirt!!! yesh!!! my shopping paradise.! ie found eu!!!! lastly. not home for tis past week. was at there... gonna go home tml. ie noe mum and dad and of coz chivas.! miss mi and my smell.. LoVesSs~~

happi 2010. 23 yr old liao!!!

2010-01-04T08:28:00.000+08:00

had a wonderful x'mas, new yr and 23th b'dae. though all might seems to be kinda simple but do enjoy myself. had reali did my best to not get affected. and the most impt ting ie wana sae is to thanks everyone for eur warm greeting. reali greet to hav eu peeps as fren!! don worry everyone. ie wil hav a brand new yr and life for tis 2010.! so hope eu peeps wil oso hav a prosperous life for tis coming yr ahead.! wil upload all the pic soon. too much. kinda lazy. but wil do it soon!! Loves~~

x'mas gift..

2009-12-24T06:34:00.000+08:00

Thanks for the X'mas gift.!

Merry X'mas & Happy New Year to everyone.!

Thanks alot for your gift. had recieved the watch eu pass to my mum. eu don hav to waste the money and trip for all tis. but anyway i'm truely thankful and appreciate for it. ie oso donno wad to sae. anyway thanks and sorri for wad ie done in the past.

Ra Ra Ra Ratchada.~

2009-12-20T08:00:00.000+08:00

Rah~Rah~Ah~Ah~Ah

Rah~Rah Ratchada.!!

Club, L4D, steamboat, shop, etc etc.! is time for a stop!!! super broke liao sia.! but... TAT THE WAY TO ENJOY REAL LIFE.! tat is den wad ie call LIFE.! LMAO.!

shingz shingz boomz boomz.~!

2009-12-19T11:58:00.000+08:00

MeOwWy~~!!

x'mas, new yr & b'dae wish. gonna be same as last yr? or carry on wif life?

2009-12-15T09:58:00.000+08:00

ORCHARD ION!!

meet up wif chi and wein after seeing doctor at paragon. had a free pasta!! DAMN NICE!! TASETE GD!!

went over to ion to meet amanda to get baq my long lost ear piece.! den as usual. window shop.! dior, lv, prada and etc. damn tempted.!! thanks to that 2 idiot keep wanting to see all the stuff. got to control!!!

Kallang mac.

went over to kallang mac to chill after town. juz for awhile til daddy mummy fetch mi up. but stil nv slp. went to meet gina, esther, ah orh and ah hao at grandlink for... L4D2!!! reali in love wif it. gonna train all the map.!

Time to go wrk now. yanwz!! ZzZzz~~ another no slp day to wrk.!

PCHY!!! LoVeS~~

2009-12-12T22:03:00.000+08:00

Nth much. juz to drop by to sae.. I'M IN LOVE WIF HIM!!!! Pchy!!! Augustband ROCKzZ!!~~ LoLx!!

a memorable steamboat.!

2009-12-09T02:46:00.006+08:00

STEAMBOAT!!!!

saw wad ah orh is saeing?!?! :CHEE BYE LA. PULL UP EUR SHIRT LEI!!! LmAo!!!

tis is wen gina cant take it. :FUCK LA. ASK MI PULL UP DEN DRINK MY WATER!!! HaHaHa!!

Thanks gina and ah orh for eur advance lovely x'mas present.!

juz baq frm bugis. had the most memorable steamboat. went to bugis jalan jaln wif esther gina and ah hao. meet ah orh after his wrk for steam at xian de lai. super full and fun. coz juz now the world fighter nana and innocent joey had a fite. own ppl kill own ppl. the fite start like tis.... : eating so mani kind of thing but no LUNCHEON meat.. so we order a plate. fighter nana did it on purpose by putting the meat hard and the hot boiling soup spray onto innocent joey. so innocent joey tink of revenging by doin the same ting. but... FIGHTER NANA WAS BURN BY THE BOILING SOUP. so wad she did is "SCREAMING IN PAIN SHOUTING CHAO CHEE BYE!!! SUPER HOT!!!! next.. she use her qi gong taking the chopstick and aim straight to innocent joey and throw it right to his face. but lucky. he learn the dodging skill at young age wen his mama use the cane to whack him." LoLx!!!!!~~~ but within 1 min. PEACE~~ baq to hungry ghost again and start eating with laughter. LAME~! so damn drama la!! lucky the chopstick nv hit a gal behind mi. but not bad. tink the gal oso learn dodging wen she was young. coz she oso dodge it. HAHAHAHAHA!!!! super funni sia. tat esther oso. learn her super leg from the show shaolin football. juz a few drip of hot soup on her leg nearly kick the whole steamboat down. LOLX!!! today the shop reali damn sway. somemore got a lady scold the waiter for some stupid reason. and ah hao oso donno y drop the bowl of chilli. tink the waiter there muz go bai bai liao. HaHa!! after makan we went to the next shop lai lai to drink. den home sweet home. HaHa!! all ie can sae is today is a super funni dae wif lot of drama. gonna slp soon. baq to usual. WRK TML!!! DAMN!! nitez everyone. misses. esp to ***** ***

disturb nich chat

2009-12-08T02:20:00.002+08:00

♥Nich(xoxo) :B says:

no lah siao.

-.-

but!

i nt happy

cuz i lose to you

i BU FU QI

JoEy HaRiKo : <.:.: $1 catch 1 bear. worth investing and sell in pub. LOLX!!:.:.> says:

diaoz

shen jing bing!!!

hahaha

we r juz fren lor

don anyhow lei

haha

juz cal mi darling onli eu bth

JoEy HaRiKo : <.:.: $1 catch 1 bear. worth investing and sell in pub. LOLX!!:.:.> says:
tml if i got meet him ie ask him sms eu cal eu darling

1 time

♥Nich(xoxo) :B says:walau

like that also shuang?

JoEy HaRiKo : <.:.: $1 catch 1 bear. worth investing and sell in pub. LOLX!!:.:.> says:
mayb eu wil shaung mah

hahahahaha

*shuang

♥Nich(xoxo) :B says:

WAT

@##%$@!##@?@@?!##$!@

nbnbnbnb

qi si wo

LMAO SIA!!!

nich nich nich!! SO FUNNiI!!

2009-12-08T02:10:00.003+08:00

The 3 little monkey we caught.~

tired. recently oways go malaysia. juz go there to relax. but tis week tink hard to go. coz wrking wif a fucker. cant eat snake go liao. today at last play my L4D2 liao. wif ah hao gina and ah orh. fun!! but play awhile nia coz ie go during my wrk break. den meet them again afetr wrk. go catch bear bear. first time catch til so song they all. $1 for 1 bear. LoLx!! a gd investment for catchin the bear and go pub and sell. HaHa!!! now chattin wif nich in msn. disturb her til she bth. so funni.! go disturb her again. update soon peeps. LOVES!!

PIC PIC PICS!!!

2009-12-04T01:54:00.000+08:00

Nth beta to do. loitering ard town and eating all craps tat "someone" sae is nice.! HaHa!!

I WAN TIS FOR MY D'DAE!!!

The onli pattern tat is oways there for mi wen im down..

Taken ytd. nth to do. going ard sg. boat quay, bugis, geylang, changi village den hm lastly.... WORK!!!

but indeed the lan at geylang is cool and comfortable. hurhur!!!

ie juz miss eu so badly and regret sayin the seperate word out.

2009-11-22T06:02:00.001+08:00

bored, sian,lonely and...... life is real boring. everyday is juz wrk and slp. nth else to do. is juz so different wen there is no one else ard eu. there is but is not those that can be by eur side wen there is times eu need a companion or someone reali close to tok to. all day is juz tinkin and heartache wen certain ting cross my mind. the kind of misses of t someone or someting reali make mi feel so sucks and miserable. is hard to step in to those feelin of bein close wif someone again. no matter is close fren or someone tat live the whole lifetime wif mi. coz ie don wana hav another time of ache in the heart. now ie understand the feeling of my past fren and partners. like close fren but due to small ting juz split up or gf tat ie broken up wif for no valid reason. those kind of pain is someting hard to let go and forget. ie reali wonder tis question recently. wen can ie let my heart open up and let someone to walk into my heart and life again.

juz being random. and relax. HAPPI B'DAE JOSEPHINE.!

2009-11-17T21:59:00.000+08:00

RaNdOmIeZzZ~~

after going baq to office acc stephanie baq home. she falling real sick ytd. btw all pic is taken ytd. den after tat went down to chai chee meet up wif my cousin ah b and the others, yang, kok, wei and xiang. after tat went to bedok inter to meet amanda.

after tat amanda acc mi to yishun to wrk for awhile den we went baq to meet ben. as usual our stuff. being crazy again. ie went baq to change and took the car out. went to bishan prawing there to slack awhile. and ytd is josephine b'dae. meet her and dino up after she club. she went baq home change and we meet up at yishun dam. anyway everyting is juz..~~ RANDOM.~! HAPPI B'DAE JOSEPHINE.!!

after tat went to jln kayu to eat prata.

Finally.. mi, amanda and ben baq to my hse wif our craps and party!!

THE END~

Happi b'dae jetaime and eric.!

2009-11-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

Happi b'dae jetaime and eric!!

juz a simple party to celebrate eric and jetaime b'dae at rebel. juz a relax wan. though there is some unhappiness whr nearly fite wif ang moh but nth happen. went to geylang again for the wan tou sek eat dim sum again. til morning go home. went to wrk straight without any rest. now juz baq home not long to update blog facebook and etc. tink wil slp soon. ya. tat all la. seeya. be happi JOEY!!!

photo update. 5/11/09

2009-11-05T05:34:00.000+08:00

Halloween at ratchada. a last min out so nv dress up and etc. a simple wan.

power hse. nv take much pic. juzgo there relax.

nth much to update. coz stil the same. is hard to get over those feeling. LaLa~~ LIFE!!

casual update. feeling bored..

2009-10-18T07:14:00.000+08:00

Juz random pic while working. tis criminal paper bag is actually flyer. advertising nissan car.

casual update. haven slp. was out juz now wif jon and yong sheng. ride bike to 401 eat and slack awhile. bored. stil cant find baq myself and joyness. tink reali need a long time to get those momentom baq. muz make myself get the mood to wrk baq again. reali had bad performance wif wrk. later go wrk early. to get baq my number. wrkin at 10 later. wil go early. hope can each by 8plus 9.

GET ALIVE JOEY!!!

is confirm an end of us!!!

2009-10-10T20:43:00.000+08:00

wad to sae. ie donno. is so fucking sad. ie reali regret wad ie do. fuck it. feel so stupid. whu can understand hw ie feel now. fuck.! tear tears. it seems so long ago eu roll down from my eye. yet now again. damn it. fuck!! ie will not let it happen again anymore in my LIFE!!!

it reali feel so sucky!! it reali hurt mi so badly.!!!

2009-10-06T09:24:00.002+08:00

ie donno hw to start a sentence today. to be frank. ie stare at the monitor placing my finger at the keyboard for more den few mins. reali feel empty in everyting, everyting inside outside mi. juz everywhr everyplace of mi is empty and lost.

again im dreaming and staring at the keyboard for awhile. haiz. fuck it!! ie noe y im lidat. but y.! y it cant juz go off. ie reali hate tis feeling. reali torturing. reali feel so stipid being and feeling lidat while others wil not be bother or care. someone give mi ideas how to brighten my life and pull mi out frm the miserable hole. FUCK IT!!!!

it seems to be reali a end of everyting between us.

2009-09-26T18:29:00.000+08:00

nth much. juz feel kinda lost and lonely. though ppl askin mi out and etc. ie stil feel the loneliness. donno wad im doin or suppose to do. so come to blog. but stil. ie oso donno wad to type. sick, tired, sad, lost, lonely, empty. etc etc...... one words. "ended"..

juz a casual update..

2009-09-25T13:12:00.000+08:00

juz a casual update. tinkin whether to change job. tinkin whether hw to solve my stuff.tinkin whether im able to apply my house loan. tinkin of alot ting. but is there anyone ard to hear mi out.? nah. don tink so. juz need some advice or some concern. bbut there is no one. even the close wan is not a person tat ie can rely on. im tryin to stay strong. but hw long can it last.? ie donno. mayb wen im gone n give up.

calista 21 bdae!!!

2009-09-21T18:57:00.001+08:00

Happi 21st bDae CALISTA!!

Tis is how WE PARTY!!!!

HAPPI BDAE AARON!!!

2009-09-03T21:12:00.001+08:00

happi b'dae aaron!!!!

tis is a torturing day.! drink til hangover. today wake up go wrk. first ting not go in to office. is go office toilet and VOMIT!!!!!.LoLx!! all thanks to SUNNY!!!!

random!!

2009-09-03T20:38:00.000+08:00

Random pic.!

sweet!!!

WHOSE NEH NEH IS TIS!?!?!?!?!?!

LoLx!!!

Woot!!! jataime wif make up on!!

my long lost buddy!!!

sameul farewell..

2009-09-03T20:26:00.000+08:00

Farewell for samuel.!

going to melborune for his study..

blog has change. don reali noe hw to use so juz anyhow. anyway juz to update. went for dinner at laselle wifjoshua,benjamin, tony, samuel & amanda. forget to take foto. but anyway. in the end ie went to sabai. bring amanda and tony along. meet up wif melvin, grace, bell,steph. samuel they all nv go coz cant get in. but after tat we meet up again. coz moreover is samuel farewell. so we meet up again for prawning. not bad. a gd place to chill and relax at east coast prawning. the prawn is damn sweet!!! got to find a chance there again. hmmm. tink all tis happen on 28/8/09.

2009-08-12T02:42:00.003+08:00

Happi 22nd b'dae stephanie!!!

tired day. so short update. today team outing. went to mount faber safra. badminton & bowling. damn tired but reali enjoy. den went to town. after tat go new york new york for dinner. oso celebrate steph b'dae. all the best yeah!! love all!!!

bye terrence wong..

2009-08-07T23:08:00.002+08:00

life is so fragile. juz saw my camp mate tat day. on the 4th of aug. had a chat and saeing hw we are doin. juz nice im working there and he study private sch there too. the next day im off. but the next coming day which is ytd on the 6th of aug. im wrking at the same place we met that day. stil tinking mayb after sch can meet him. but juz nice in msn our old camp mate told mi he pass away. is so damn shock. y ting happen so sudden?? and constantly fren leaving one by one. tis kinda feeling reali sucks. ie reali donno wad to sae wen ie noe bout it. at the same place same spot we juz chatted 2 day baq. and now. he is gone forever from tis world. haiz. end here. coz. im having a big breakdown recently due to alot alot of ting...

2009-08-05T00:27:00.004+08:00

Congrat to our MR Kelvin Tan.!!

there goes another yandao man. being tied down.

he is too busy tat day tat doesnt have chance to take pic wif him.

but wil upload once his wedding pic is settle..

picture below is some of the pic we took there..

hEheHeHHeeE!!!

My new ultra slim acer lappy & new Omnia 2 fone!!!

now stil analysing how to use.

end of the month of july.!

2009-07-30T04:16:00.002+08:00

hurhur.~ is the end of july le. yawnz!! stil a long way to next pay day.! 27 of aug.!!! plz come fast.!! im god damn broke after paying tis and that sia. now left 200plus to survive for the whole month. can i make it?? hope so ba. somemore so mani bomb coming. hope my sep trip to bangkok wont get affected by all tis ting.juz got my omnia 2 tis morning. so difficult to use sia. lucky is free. if not is a waste of money buyin it. tml wil be collecting another free ting. LAPTOP!! haha!! my acer aspire one ultra slim.. oh ya. oso got to collect dad and mum free cordless kettle and ear piece. so typical singaporean sia mi. all free gift. becoming more and more kia soo. anyway end of the month of july le. im glad my wrk result is kinda ok. can sae is gd. nv drop my standard though tis month is a tough month for everyone. but stil my hard wrks pays. hope in my future month oso can stil maintain my gd result. LOVES!!

juz drop by to sae. HI...!!!

2009-07-22T17:43:00.002+08:00

sori ppl. juz drop by to sae hi.! HaHa!! long time no update. see next week onward wil keep update. recently no time. everyday wrk. rushing for my result. tough month tis month. den somemore so mani BOMBS!! later birthday later wedding. spent alot. and oso keep go tis kinda event til no time for other tings. anyway. nth much to sae le. juz feeling kinda wierd or sae confused. but anyway we solve le. we noe wad to do oso. so.... chill bah!! gd luck to mi for this month. hoping can hit my 90 new again.!

im feeling sick of it.

2009-07-04T17:47:00.002+08:00

feeling so sick of everything. like damn pek chek. now wrking. juz feel like goin hm n be alone. n oso confuse in alot ting. coz is always hot n cold. reali wonder wad ting is like. fuck it. juz let it be. take it or leave it. don let mi feel like giving up again. if reali make mi feel so. tink ting wil juz end lidat. ie mean it.

simple update...

2009-06-30T06:07:00.006+08:00

update of some pic tat nt updated..

went to marina barrage wen we got nth beta to do. slack n laming there..

picto!!!!

2009-06-21T03:23:00.003+08:00

all random pic la!!

LoLx!!

update of pic!!

2009-06-10T01:50:00.007+08:00

2 days of none stop highness at power hse. ghosh.!

tat is crazy man.

enjoy the pic peeps!!

my first time in ambulance..

2009-06-09T00:45:00.002+08:00

OMG lor. my first time in ambulance. damn ps. but can feel the paramedic is angel. so nice of them. my gastric prob come baq. tis time reali veri jialat til ie cant move so cal ambulance. lucky got darren & ben at my hse acc mi. if not donno wad wil happen. reali scared of the pain. tot of juz let mi die or take out my gastric. LoLx!! now feel beta le. so ok la. hope it wont come baq again. got to do follow up again. see got wad ting inside or happening. im fine no worries. juz hope tat ting wil be ok can le. before tat actually was enjoying my life. wif amanda & gangs. wil upload the pic soon to let eu all see. take care yeah!!

is so gd to club again!!!

2009-06-06T06:19:00.003+08:00

is been a long time ie had club man!! juz went to power hse. damn enjoy la. wif amanda,darren & gangs. recently im reali enjoying my life wif all tis peeps. they make my life brighten up so much tat ie feel so gd. & oso bein love & dote y every one. ie wil wrk hard. til all my back end stuff is settle. ie wil repay 10 times more to eu all for all the enjoyment we hav!! cheers peeps!!

bedok xg..

2009-05-26T13:40:00.002+08:00

yoz!! today off. wake early use to early life liao ie tink. now at bedok xg. juz reach here to help ppl take ting. now come up here slack & play lan. LoLx!! so drop by to blog. im happi wif my job &oso my life. loving everyone ard mi yeah!! loves!!!

at last update my pic on 20/05/09

2009-05-20T01:54:00.003+08:00

finally man!! now at my dear cousin hse, ah b. his dad admit hospital. i juz baz frm hospital due to doin his admittion of hospital den came over here to sleep. now upload pic take recently. though not much but.... ENJOY!!

At thai disco. so long nv go. all my beloved fren that ie entrust.!

dinning wif my colleague team mate GRACE!!

having our lunch at Jack's Place.

she having fillet grill & i'm having medium rare Rib Eye Steak.

our side dish. ESCARGOT!!!

slacking at home wif zhi sheng whu juz change name to jing teng.

out frm D.B not long. now we gonna change our life to beta!!

fite for money & nth else.!

is been a long time..

2009-05-19T18:42:00.001+08:00

is been a long time since ie had update. due to wrk im so busy wif othr stuff. everyday onli wrk wrk wrk. got to find chance day to upload last time pic. now oso wrking. take out times to update. k la. end here. try to take out time to blog. love all!!

ie can confirm everyting now.

2009-05-03T02:17:00.002+08:00

ie had juz realise & confirm. is a mistake tat ie putting it all in. ie reali got to realise & nv again puttin it in. feeling reali fan.. ie reali don wan tink bout it. but ie donno hw.. ie reali need my medicine. time to take medicine for sickness. & oso for now on. ie wil work hard for money. now ie wil onli use all my time to earn money & nth else. nitez all.

finally photo update.! 19/o4/o9

2009-04-19T23:46:00.007+08:00

IT IS TIME FOR PHOTO UPLOAD!!!

from latest to the past.

mi & crabby to gina hse while we kana tua by her going all the way to katong for nth!!

it has been so long we had take neo print. tat day went to tampines new shopping centre de time zone we saw so we took.

this are taken wen we went to malaysia. we intend to go onli once a month. if not spent alot sia. esp tat fat gina.!

we bring chivas out. LoLx!! damn enjoy lor he. gd life dog.

our pro doll caughter.!

tis is all the collection of the doll in my hse frm those machine.

stil got lot more at wen yue , gina and alot of them de hse la.

but the mickey mouse wif hat is not. is by someone special for my b'dae gift.! LoLx!! crabby!!

mahjong!!

2009-04-15T20:22:00.002+08:00

now at gina hse. juz now playing mahjong. wa lan eh!!! wrk wrk wrk. wan ki siao liao. but money is all ie wan now so no choice. if anyone wana feed mi do let mi noe. LoLx!! no chance to upload pic. wait til ie get my cable den upload all the pic taken recently. but is all rubbish. haha.! all lame ting. k la. end here. love all!!

working in diners club!!

2009-04-07T22:03:00.002+08:00

sorry everyone!! late update. coz recently busy yeah.! now im working at diners club. haha!! at last ie found the rite life for mi.! living happi & being loved!! tat the best feeling ie ever hav.! love eu all too.! now ie noe wad is pillar. coz real pillar wil always be there to support & concern eu. thanks everyone & love eu all.!!
update pic soon yeah.!

oh lastly.. anyone interested in signing diners club credit card. do give mi a call or drop mi sms. ie will help eu all do the application forms.
LOVES ALL~~!!!!

got to stay strong alone..

2009-03-26T16:24:00.004+08:00

Relaxing myself alone at citylight.

went swimming & gym alone wen ie went baq to citylight. juz want to be alone & relax. making myself tink wisely & feel beta. though at that time ie reali feel veri carefree. but in fact life are not. calling gina wen ie was lying on the chair telling her ie reali feel so relax & gd lidat. if can everyday lidat how gd wil it be. but wad she said reali make mi agree. "wake up. stop dreaming alady." ie reali tink im dreaming at that point of times.

tis is all ie tink tis few days. tinking this is the ting everyone wil wish to hav, to feel beta wen facing problems. wanting someone close,gd, trustable & reliable tat can rely on. sharing all the problems & feelings. but it seems so hard to have someone like tis.
& the most hurtful & feeling ie hate is parting. coz there wil be lots of memories & feelings tat will make us feel the painful feelings. tat is wen tears roll down our cheeks.

thanks eric.!

2009-03-24T12:09:00.004+08:00

thanks eric.!

though eu always veri irritating. but stil eu r always there for mi. 9yrs of brothership reali not a waste. carry on wif eur nonesense. coz that make eu cute & let mi feel beta.

pic update on 24/o3/o9

2009-03-24T02:31:00.004+08:00

Update of pic again.

mostly are random pic taken wen nth to do.

wif eric,hao,kok & xiang at hse downstair. nth beta to do so take out fone to cam ourself. a brother tat ie hav for 9yrs.

went to geylang for supper. wif gina, esther, ah orh & eric. car being smash at the baq. gina burberry bag stolen. a dumb ting to do for putting expensive item behind the car. ppl. BEWARE TOO!!

the best position of my dog, chivas & my mum.!

am ie reali happi like wad ie look like in pic??

a 10 dollar note in love shape.

ie juz shape it randomly wen in the cab.

stop running la gina boey.! look like a pig flying pass sia!
LoLx!!

ie tink ie reali had enuff. another time of collapse of my mind. so mani prob ard. nv had it been solve. & fren don seems to understand oso. even family. wen ie reali need someone to rely on & tok to. whr r eu? a gd fren is lidat? ie tink we r more to fren tat out for fun & enjoy. more den a fren tat ie can tok & rely on. mayb eu had nv try to understand my situation. & ppl tat ie tok to may not understand. but thanks for eur hearing. lending mi eur ear & shoulder. but ie tot some might understand my ting. but yet stil telling mi don give attitude. but the fact ie didnt. all ie caan say is donno mi well. even if ie did. cant juz let mi vent?? but ie dare to admit. ie didnt show any attitude. unless eu r sensative. for family. if saeing family is the best & closest. ie don tink so too. stop saeing ting tat is sarcastic & looking down. eu all juz make mi feel tat eu all r no diff from outsider. ie reali had enuff of all this shit. no worries. after ie had settle all my ting. no matter how long it takes. 10 or 20 years is ok. but after it had been settled. ie wil leave tis place for sure. coz there is nth ie tink ie can trust & rely on here. ie rather go somewhr far or unknown to start anew..

mani shit happening.!

2009-03-19T06:46:00.002+08:00

so mani ting happening.! had a fite wif someone not long ago. mani is not understanding each other & cant communicate well. but everyting is ok. ie juz hope tat eu wil noe hw to give in more. to mi eu r now someone tat ie treasure. ie don wana lose another close frenship again. hope we can understand each other more & don becoz of small ting make into someting tat wil end tis frenship.

now is bout today. went to geylang lor 9 for supper wif gina, esther, ah orh & eric. cb. some fucker smash the baq car window & steal gina burberry bag. reported police. now waiting for morning & go repair the window. before gina mother kp. reali curse those mofo.! next time kid born wif no ass hole!! wil update pic soon. now no mood. update again soon peeps.!

photo update again. 12/o3/o9

2009-03-13T01:19:00.012+08:00

photo updated again.

from recent to past.

Hao bdae on o9/o3/o9!!

being sabo walking ard parkway like tis.!

eaten by mi, melissa & shanzi.!

bread party.!

juz some high seh freak being crazy.!

at thai disco 2 wen ah orh bdae.

sori. not a lively update for today. kinda feeling not veri well. juz had a small quarrel. mayb stil not much understanding toward each other. fren are lidat. got to noe each other beta. but ie reali wont mind anyting. ie mean it. coz ie did wad ie did alady. so even if someone tink of mi other way im ok. coz ie wil hold responsible for wad ie did, don mind too much k. juz be wad we r. im fine ppls. no worries. wil live strong to pull myself through.

photo upload!!

2009-03-07T20:40:00.005+08:00

juz took tis 2 pic using shanzi webcam.

LoLx!! we noe we 2 are cute.!

juz let us noe straight at our face!!!

HaHa!!

happi b'dae ah orh!!

today o7/o2/o9 his b'dae & oso my beloved dog, chivas b'dae!!

malaysia shopping!! wEeewWeEe!!

after L4D at mac eat.

see his cute or can sae jiao bin.

LoLx!!

waiting for that idiot shanzi at his hse downstair.

SENTOSA!!! The Human Tower!!

sori peeps. juz some short update of pic onli. now at shanzi hse to show eu all my recent nonesense. tink wil onli update weekly yeah.! Love all.!!

sob!! no internet at home!!

2009-03-06T00:57:00.002+08:00

sori peeps!! blog wil be plain. no net at home. but wil update all my blog wif my pic all at the same time. juz baq frm malaysia. shopping n eatin. wif gina, ah orh & wen yue. recently can sae ie reali feel happi le. so no worries. coz ie can feel ppl ard mi reali dote & love mi. always there for mi. even those tat hurt mi before oso change le. reali love all of eu. now onli lack of stil haven wrk. no money, got to real find a job asap. den after tat enjoy life. peeps, bro, sis, darling, dear & etc. love all of eu!! whahaha!! hehehe. muacksz!! oh ya. 1 ting im not happi. is kean boon!! he MURDERED yeewen. my beloved sis. & he had been sentence. onli fine 5k & banned driving for 3 yr. wtf. now ie onli can sae. law is blind. justice is FAKE!!!!

totally break down..

2009-02-28T11:14:00.002+08:00

wont be updating often. hse no more internet due to some prob. ytd is a day tat ie totally collapse. is so torturing. realising hw useless ie am. feeling so jinx. reali totally giving up. though alot of one supporting mi. but stil. ie noe wad ie am doin. wen is the time ie tink ie wil stil go to that choice. life to mi is worthless alady. so much ting happen. ie oso kan kai le. is ok if anyting happen. juz be it. stop here. ie got nth much to sae too. sori everyone.

2009-02-24T01:56:00.002+08:00

Juz some update of pic tat not been updated.

24 feb o9 2.45a.m

My beloved & lovable dog. CHIVAS~~

At last we hav taken a pic of we 2 in my hp.!

shanzi trying to zi lian.

playing wif my hp cam without deleting.

now gonna show his pic IN MY BLOG!!

Juz woke up wen at shanzi hse. nth beta to do.

playing wif his web cam..

Wen shesha wif shanzi,alex & mi.

The happi moment~~

2009-02-19T06:03:00.002+08:00

Brotherss~~

Taken on valentine day at my hse. was having alot of fun tat day ie guess. though im runing ard meeting ppl. but stil in the end baq to my brothers for our gathering & party. HaHa!! we look cool in the pic yeah.?! but actually we are alady somewhr else in our mind. HaHa!! tink that was the happiest moment while onli the 5 guys in a room wif the gal at the other room.

club sabai sabai.!

2009-02-13T09:07:00.004+08:00

cant slp.! sebas slpin beside mi like a damn pig. snore & snore. seh liao la him. ytd meet shanzi wen he book out, wif his 3 camp mate den ie go bedok meet collin to take ting. ask cheekah & ah b meet mi acc mi go take. den after tat go safra meet shanzi they all again. HaHa!! damn fun lor. went to play lan. L4D. loving tis game liao. tink gonna hook onto it. after tat they book in le den ie meet vaness at my hse. she came to wait for mi to change scared that ie wont meet her. lame shit!! den we take cab to sabai sabai. elf oso ard. meet up wif shu wen, aizhen, ming yue & gang. but ie nv stay there for long. meet up wif sebas at my hse at 3. LoLx!! as usual la. playin our tingy.

Pic taken at sabai.!

2 pretty gal wif 1 drunk elf. HaHa!!
the legendary couple 8 yr baq if not wrong LOL!!

Aizhen. the gal that eu can nv bully before she flare up.!

my darling vaness.

the onli one that wil not brk my heart like others.

LoVe U!!

fuck it!! stop tinking!!

2009-02-12T04:33:00.002+08:00

juz fucking hate myself. shouldnt hav let it pass by. mood reali suck to the max. ie reali feel myself stupid. reali fucking stupid.! get alife la nbcb!! plz.! someone.! wake my fucking idea up. reali hope there is someone noeing y & hw ie feel. ghosh!! lucky shanzi got night out tml. wil be meeting him. don mind let him kp & scold. haiz. fuck it man!! tinking of those that don even care or bother even if im dead tink he wont even care oso. putting the wrong trust on the worng person at the first place. & oso blaming for having my bdae wish come true.!

wierd day. hot & cold!!

2009-02-11T03:33:00.003+08:00

juz baq from pasir ris fisherman. juz now meet up wif ricky, shantel, ting ting & whitney. went there to slack. evryone is like so wierd today. donno wad to sae. like so quiet & emo. hope everyone is fine bah. suppose to go jb juz now oso wif shantel,peggy & donno whu is tat guy(shantel fren). but cancel le. so we slack at shantel hse downstair wif pei ying, kengsiang & of coz shantel til ricky came to pick mi up to pasir ris.

The 2 idiot in the beach being lame~~

nice cookies!!

2009-02-10T08:48:00.003+08:00

ytd wake up den went over shanzi hse liao. after tat meet up wif sebas at bedok inter to meet collin to take tingy. den went baq shanzi hse til 8plus. HaHa!! wanted go aljunied but is like shanzi is dragging the time till too late le lor. so nv go down. den we 3 at bedok S.G. wif collin & gang til bout 10. wanted send shanzi over to take bus baq to camp but saw star & silver. so was chatting there awhile before going to bus stop. we 3 like idiot walking here & there den like blur blur. somemore like super emo lor we 3. damn seh. but reali feel gd got such brother wif mi. after tat meet up wif my dear whitney. & oso ricky, tingting & sadboi. was at simpang bedok den went to kallng leisure there de bridge to slack. love eur cookies dear. it taste real gd i swear though is abit hard. HaHa!! k la. end here. hav a gd rest everyone. ciaoz~~

SMILE~~

webcaming wif shanzi. he look so cute in the pic la.

like mouse lidat. HaHa!!

happi bdae shanzi & jerlyn!!

2009-02-08T22:03:00.003+08:00

HAPPI 21st JERLYN & SHANZI 18th BDAE!!

see tis!! so sweet rite. drawn by my dear whitney!! ytd shanzi at my hse wif xiao boi, jun jie & their gf & melissa. having party here. haha!! as usual stuff la. den msn wif whitney in the morning den told her is shanzi bdae. so she drew tis. THANKYOU MY DEAR FOR BEING SO SWEET!! HaHa!! love all!! thanks shanzi for eur words. love eu too.!